Feelings.

You know when you got your whole life planned out?
Found the one & Then they make you feel ...horrible?
Just so horrible .. you feel less .. you feel .. horrible?
I don't even know how to cry anymore.
You know I've cried so many tears in my life.
I think i ran out .. all i do is whine ..
tears comes out once in awhile but damn ..
You know I've had enough honestly .. I've had enough .
Yet there's somthing about you that makes me run back.
You see .. life ain't easy for me .. life aint easy for nobody
but why it just gotta be so cruel to me? What the hell did i do?
Why won't he love me the way I love him .
WHY !?
why ..
i guess i'll never know ..
i don't know
maybe I should just give up? & NOT GIVE A FUCK ..
idkk ..
but i love him so damn much its so hard to turn away.
Am I stupid?
Your my "Husband"
yet you treat me like your my "boyfriend"
I didn't want to be here.
in your big luxarious house.
or your fancy stores.
or anything ..
You wanted to marry me so I married u..
big whoop ..
i thought you'd treat me better then that.
guess i was wrong..damn.